finally

well i have finally done it, i am starting to feel something for someone else and that means i no longer love him the way i always thought i would but it is noones fault but his own, he did not want my love anyway, and someone else does, someone i actually like alot

cold nite

my honey and i have been having problems of late. tonight here is here but we are miles apart. i wonder if things will ever get better?

today

is the day that i really took my heart back from him. he no longer gets anything from me, i hate him. he is dead to me.

dont know

well he showed up here last nite after 26 days of nothing. i guess it went ok but my heart is not really in it anymore and it is goin in other directions, maybe the direction it should be goin

nothing has changed

well nothing at all has changed in my relationship with him so it has come to an end, my feekings for him are depleteing

how do i get over him?

i cant believe that i am havin such a hard time gettin past him. i cant for the life of me come up with one good reason why i should him, yet i do. insane. how am i ever goin to get over hiom? i just have to do it.

over it

i have finally given up on him. he does not care about me at all and i have finally realized it.