ill

i am just not in a good mood today. Some lady in anaheim called and had lucky in her backyard. I am furious with steve. I know he will punish lucky for doin something he allows him to do. Then theres the thing I have goin on with my honey, if that does not fix itself soon I am goin to explode.

Good Day!

Today was a good day for me. I saw a friend of mine that I have nit seen in awhile. We did alittle shoppin. Had a pretty good thanksgiving I guess. Considering I was not in my home town. I feel good about the way things are anyway.

coming home

My dad is home tomorrow. I am so very excited for him. I will be so happy for him. I will get to see him in a couple of weeks. I had a overnite guest last nite. It went really well.

Ok Today

I was sleeping good, havin worked all weekend when my sister called me and woke me up. She sent me a online album. So I am tryin to get to it. I have to work tonight. Dont really want to but I have already committed myself. This week is turky day, I am not really looking forward to it at all.

Im back

I have been gone the last couple of days to visit with my best friend. I had a real good time. I guess I am glad to be back. Kinda am and kinda am not. I have been talking to my daughter alot the last couple of days, I really miss her. I am goin to see them soon.

Beautiful Day!

Today I am in a good mood cuz I am goin to visit my dog for the nite. I was mad last nite cuz my honey was so late gettin home from work. I didnt have a chance to do anything that I wanted to do. Oh well, we are goin to do it tonight I dont care what time he gets home.

Pissed Off Again!

Well my honey managed to work all nite again, so therefore I was not able to do shit I needed to do tonight. Very old and typical. Gettin so very tired of this. Cant wait to go home.

Good Day!

Today was a good one for me, although half of the state is on fire. All we can do about that is pray. When I got off work this morning, me and my honey did alittle shoppin. Came home and took a nice nap. Then we got up and had a good dinner and then went shoppin again. So today was cool, now I am chill. Getting ready to go back to work.

Ok then

Today I cleaned everything in sight because I was so bored. It really didnt get much better after my honey got home cuz he didnt really feel like doin anything. So another day and night stuck at the compound for me. Oh lucky me. I did talk to my sister for about two hours.

Saw the light

Today started out alittle rocky, but got better. I was able to see my best friend. Although he isnt doin that great, I was glad to see him.I have missed him alot. He gave me nice hug and I actually did feel the love we still share. When my honey got home we did alittle shoppin. Now we are both chill.

Wont Be Long

Wont be long now till I will be happy, cuz I will be away from here. The sooner the better.

Another crappy day in paradise.

I did not get any sleep at all, imagine that. I am so ready to move on with my life away from here. I just can not wait. I wish I could hear from Li.

Just Home!

I am just home from orange county. I am very upset at my ex best friend right now, very disappointed. He let me down again. I am home right now with my honey, and all is well I guess.

Cold Day!

I just kinda hung around the house until my honey got home, then we did just alittle shoppin. I am very excited for a very good friend opf mine to be coming home tomorrow. I cant wait to see him.

A good day!

I got paid my first check for my new job last nite, so I was happy about that. I had darlene come over today to take me to the bank, had a hard time cashin it, I had to open up an account. Was cool though. My honey already asleep. It has rained here for the last couple of days, which is nice for me, cuz I miss the rain alot.

Saved!

I think I may have just saved my relationship. At least I gave it my all, we will see what haooens. I hope this is really what he wants, because I really love him.

Done!

I made a major decision today to be done with this so called relationship that I have been in for the past year. What a joke. He never ever has time for me at all, and it stops today.