weird day

today strted out ok but during the middle it got iffy. my honey and me had a huge fight, i really thought he was gonna hit me. it got that bad. we went to get his eye exam, turns out he doesnt need glasses, just reading ones. he can see fine far away, just not close up. he gone to pomona now to see his friend, and here i am.

im done so done

I have had enough of this so called relationship that i am SO CALLED IN. nobody gives a shit about me anyway, so why should i care? i dont care anymore at all. i really dont.

Tired

I am so very tired of bein alone at home all the time. If I dont get my car fixed soon, I dont know what I will do.

alrighty then

today has been better than most lately, i was able to get out of the house for quite awhile. i went up to my honeys job for alittle while. it was a beautiful day today too the sun shone most of the day, i was glad of that.

sunny

well today has not been too bad for me. i talked to my very best frind for a long while. also i got to go and see my doggie dog. i was not able to stay because he had too much company there. i miss my dog alot, i wish his company would leave.

pissed off

I sincerely hate my so caleed honey, i am so sick and tired of his bullshit. i always come last in his life. everything and everybody else is always always more important than me and i have had it.

pretty good day

I guess 2day has not been that bad, I was able to go out with my honey for alittle while and do alittle shopping. He had to go to work for alittle while after that. I was able also to talk to Li and that made me very happy.

pretty good day

I guess 2day has not been that bad, I was able to go out with my honey for alittle while and do alittle shopping. He had to go to work for alittle while after that. I was able also to talk to Li and that made me very happy.

Mad

I am ill as a hornet this week. My honey has been working day and nite this whole week. Yes, the money is great, but I am gettin none of his time, and I mean none.

I give up

I have finally released the resr of my love from my heart. I know longer have any left in my heart for a man. And I never will again, that much is for certain. I have been hurt, betrayed, lied to, cheated on, and made fun of. This stops today, I am done with love.

rainy nite

It has rained pretty much all day here today. Kinda cool out too. Didnt do much all day, my honey got off of work early. We did some things around the house. Then we went out for just a bit and did alittle shopping, not much though. I think my honey is goin to take off and go somewhere without me, he ask me to go and I did not really want to, so I think he is goin to go alone.