waitin

today was a pretty good day i guess. me and my honey went out together for awhile. we had to get his hair cut. it looks alot better now. i am waitin on him to get back home now. he is over at a friends house.

ok day

ok day i guess my honey stayed with me much of the day. we did alittle shoppin, not too much.

ok

today has been ok for me, better than the last few for sure. my honey stayed home with me until 130 today so that was cool. we had fun.

ok day

today has been better than most i guess. my guy actually stayed home most of the day with me. he did try to go to a friends house alittle while ago, but he was not home.

unreal

my guy is just really unbelievable to continue doin this to me. I wont stand for it much longer.

its really over

i really dont think he and i will ever love one another again. we just have really grown too far apart. i dont think it can be saved.

disappointed

well my honey never fails to disappoint me that is for sure. he said they only had alittle work left to do and yet he is still not home. why do i allow myself to be treated this way?

i hate him

i seriously hate the asshole. he has once again done to me the very same thing he promised not to do. i can not believe i expected him not too. what a joke. he is such a loser.

fixed?

i thought i had all fixed with me and him, then he goes and does the very same thing over again. he chooses him over me.

no love

there is no more love left between us, and we both know it. i dont know why it is so hard for him to admit it. well one day soon he will have to.

sick

well i feel so sick about what i discovered today, but at least i now know 100 percent what i have to do. i hate him and i am leaving.

finally did it

well i did it i got rid of the one who did not care anything about me at all, and he did not. he proved it over and over.

I need a man!

I seriously need a real man. One that doesnt minf working, hell one that doesnt mind doin anything but sleeping. The one I have does not want to do anything but sleep, sleep. sleep. He is pathetic. He is the most lazy human bein I have ever met. I swear it!

Alone

I cannot believe that I am stuck alone in this house all day once again on a beautiful suuny saturday. I am truly just wasting my life. I am so very alone. And he truly does not give one shit about me.

Feelin better

today has been alot better than the past week. my honey actually took me out to dinner. it was very nice, i enjoyed it alot.

mad already

I am already mad at my honey this morning. I couldnt get him up for shit, but just let one of his buddies call, and he is up and running. He has been gone already for 2 hours. He said he would be back in just a bit. It should not have taken him longer than a hour to do what he said he was goin to do. Oh well, that is how he is.