at home

Today was spent all day at home again. I will go to orange county tomorrow to see lucky. I miss him. My honey is acting alittle weird today.

no more cruiser

when my honey got home from work, we wanted to do alittle shopping, but decided to stop by a friends first. When we left the sun was in our eyes and my honey hit a parked vehicle. mom and dad pissed off. car completely insured, my honey completely legal, so what is thier problem? they did not even ask if we were ok. hurt my feelings bad. he did not do it on purpose.

oh well

yesterday was a horrible for me in every way. had a fight with my guy. he did something to me that he did awhile back, i didnt think i could forgive hiom last time, and he did it again, oh well. i got a letter from my very best friend in the world today, i was glad to hear from him.

bummed

rainy day here in callie, and i am bummed about several different things. dont really want to go into them though. maybe later.

pissed

Today is sure to be another crappy one. My guy does not have any work this week, and all he is doin is sleeping. How can anyone sleep so fucking much? It just drives me craxy. I am goin to make him drive me to orange county later.

la di da

well my honey had to go do a job today, so i got to go shoppin for about 1 hour. Am lucky for that i guess. when we got home he ran off to friends house to do brakes. when he got back 3 hours later, he said he had to do his dads brakes.

bummed

it has been a beautiful day. my honey was off today, so we did a few things together. i was suppose to see my dad also, but i guess he did not feel up to it. i am feelin crappy at this moment cuz i just found out that my man made some good extra money last week and did not even tell me of it.

home

I am home again after bein gone for four days. I must say I am glad to be back. I really missed my honey.

Miserable

I am just totally miserable in my life right now. I am missing someone very, very close to heart. I wont be seein him for a long time, but when I do it will be right this time. Am I ready for that? part of me says fuck no! The other part of me knows I cant live without him. Although I feel closer to him now than in the past year, due to our last encounter. I have missed him so....and the time has finally has come that he misses me equally. I know that without question. I feel and know it in my heart to be 100 percent true. Thank the good lord above for that.

The new year

It has been a pretty borin day around here. Everybody off work today, so they have all been home. Mom and dad have not left the house all day. My honey and me just went to the market for a few things. We had some work to do at home.